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A New Beginning...
25 November 2009 @ 12:18 am
tired.
exhausted.

Can't take this anymore.

I'm about to..






cry.
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Current Mood: exhausted
 
 
A New Beginning...
23 November 2009 @ 08:30 pm
I just came back from Suntec.
SOOOOOOOO EXHAUSTED!

Reached home, immediately turn on laptop to check my emails.
I'm still in my red UNIQLO tee, & even with my socks still on!

I can feel the stress that is about to come back to me. AGAIN.


Today: Volunteering for The Icsid World Design Congress was alright. In between Been bombarded by alot of words and images and revolutionary future ideas by the presenters. Interesting.. but too much information for me. Can't process and absorb everything all at once yknow.

AND something/s creepy happened today.

Creepy fact no.1:
I was casually talking to this malay lady who was working at the registration area.
She was really bubbly and easy going. and we connected to each other immediately.

I asked her about her job.. and she said this: "I like to interact with people.. talk to people.. "
So I thought... ohkay. She must be a people-person.

And I asked her what's her horoscope. My guess was that she's a Gemini.
And I WAS DAMN RIGHT. SHE IS A GEMINI.
AND I AM A GEMINI TOO.

Creepy fact no.2:
Someone who was working at the registration area suddenly called, "Fiza! Where is th-..", and both of us responded.
I asked that lady for her name. She said that her name is Nur Hafizzah.
& MY NAME IS NUR HAFIZAH.

Creepy fact no.3:
I asked her since she's a Gemini, i asked for her birth date. She said her birthday is on 6th of June.
My BIRTHDAY IS ON 3RD OF JUNE.

Creepy fact no.4:
After talking to her for quite some time, I find that she's very family-oriented and has lots of responsibility. So I guessed that she must be the first child. AND I WAS DAMN RIGHT AGAIN. SHE IS THE OLDEST CHILD.
and I AM THE OLDEST CHILD TOO.

Creepy fact no.5:
Both of us are asthmatic.

Not so Creepy fact no.6:
She's 21, and her engagement would be held in a few months time.



SO YEah. Kinda creepy huh. I've just met someone who is so similar to me.
yeah I AM still freaked out by it.


Alright gna bathe now and start working on my illustrations. 2mrw report at 7.30AM. oh gosh.

 
 
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: depressed
 
 
A New Beginning...
22 November 2009 @ 02:33 am
is...

boredom.
Bore.
Bored
Boring.
Boring people.
Boring conversations.



HelloOO? I'm trying to make a conversation here??
At least make an effort?

Don't see it coming from you.

I take back my words. Yeah those three words. Don't know what has gotten into me when I said it.
I didn't really mean it, really.

Not yet. Not just yet.
 
 
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: bored
 
 
A New Beginning...
21 November 2009 @ 10:07 pm
Someone showed me this beautiful video.
And I am so.. totally mesmerized by it.


 
 
Current Mood: artistic
 
 
A New Beginning...
20 November 2009 @ 01:52 am
Can't wait for 2mrw.
And Saturday. Somehow.
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Current Mood: awake
 
 
A New Beginning...
17 November 2009 @ 08:20 pm
WHOA.


Wait a sec.


Whuh...Whutt?
It's postponed??

You mean.....Deadline extended????



.....





.............................



from http://www.sodahead.com/other/who-is-your-fav-cartoon-character/question-512513/


Alhamdulillah.

So.....relieved!!
I was sooooo stressed out these past few days. Okay gna continue working hard.
 
 
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: Party In The USA by Miley Cyrus
 
 
A New Beginning...
16 November 2009 @ 08:34 pm
I've been thinking....

Who am I actually?
I know what I want. I know who I want to be. But what am I really deep down?
Sometimes when I have to make a decision or reply to a question, I will always have 2 options/answers.
1. the good one
2. the bad one

And I would pause and choose which one I want to be.

I can't be both at the same time.
I can't control myself when one overpowers the other.



This internal conflict is making me sick.
And I mean..really really sick.


Get well soon, Hafyzza.
 
 
Current Mood: sore
 
 
A New Beginning...
15 November 2009 @ 11:50 am


Lobita

My throat hurts like crazy.
My nose hurts like crazy.
My eyes are burning.
My bedtimes has gone haywire.
I'm losing my appetite.
My mind's occupied with loads of stuff.
My life is pretty much f-d up.

I'm trying to find something that can make me feel better... But what?
*coughs*


Adios.



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Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Plug In Baby by Muse
 
 
A New Beginning...
14 November 2009 @ 01:33 pm
I want.....














A NEW EARPIECE.

My freakin' smart ass brother spoiled my earpiece. Coz he sleeps in them.
Now I cant enjoy good music with full pleasure.


OH gosh the earpiece above, Hearbeats by Lady Gaga, is the latest addition to the popular Beats by Dr. Dre headphone line from Monster.
Doesn't it look sexy??


Anyways..while I was google-ing for earpiece, I found this gorgeous ear piece:




It's called Han Cholo x Love Made 'Cold Hearted Snake'.

That's hot.
Price: $70 available at 80's Purple (<<click here for shop)


okay i'm gna be super busy this weekend gna lock myself in my room doing hardcore illustrations.
Workaholic, no?

KKK BYE!!

 
 
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Bad Romance by Lady Gaga
 
 
A New Beginning...
09 November 2009 @ 08:36 pm




I want to Watch Coraline 3D. Very Cool website they have.
 
 
Current Location: room
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Fly by Angelia's Drive
 
 
A New Beginning...
06 November 2009 @ 10:28 am

Please help me do this Movie Survey for my school project.
Your help is deeply appreciated. Thank you I love you!

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Current Location: Studio
Current Mood: cold
 
 
A New Beginning...
06 November 2009 @ 01:56 am
I have too much to handle right now. And I need more time.
If only I don't need to sleep.. that might solve the problem.
Sigh.

I didnt go to school today. Here is a summary of my day:

8.15AM: Woke up. Got a school notification alarm and missed call.
8.16AM: Felt that I wld definitely be late for school. Continue sleeping.
9.02AM: Woke up. Snooze.
9.45AM: Looked at the time. Pulled the sheets over and visited Dreamland again.
10.25AM: Woke up, Bathed, had breakfast, turned on computer.
10.38AM: It started to rain, so I decided to skip school for today.
11.31AM: Had an early lunch.
11.40AM: Visited the tailor with my mom. Had some measurements taken.

12.05PM: Reached home, read up on some websites and cam-whored.
2.35PM: Crawled to bed, and sleep.
4.19PM: Woke up. Stoned abit.
4.30PM: Washed up, continue research online.

8.19PM: Went to macs with brother.
9.17PM: Reached home. Continue research and stoned.


and I've been online since then. hahaha!

Oh man so not productive ah stay at home.
I'm really scared that I might not be able to finish it on time.

 
Anyways During cam-whoring session, among all that 200+ pictures I've taken...in these 2 pictures.....

I LOOK LIKE A FREAKIN GUY:


 

HAHHAHAHA!!
Agree??


Eww..LIKE a man lah in those 2 pictures!! urgh. how come I look so flat and SO GUY-ISH???!!!! 

Okay I'll show you my GIRLY pictures now.
What motivates me to cam-whore? Because I'm already dressed and I'm using my new FreshKon Misty Grey Lenses
and ready for school when it rained.
SO yeah. Might as well just take some pictures right? 


My new contacts!!!




What Was I thinking really.... Wearing shades in my room, during a rainy day...
:


okay that's all..... later you all jelak with my face already. haHA! some I've posted on Facebook. 
If you want to see more pictures, I can show u thru my laptop. HEEE!

oh man I hope I won't be late again 2mrw. Please wake up Please wake up. *slapslap*

alright goodnight! and that's all? yes that's all fer now. :)


......fyza.....
 
 
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: stressed
 
 
A New Beginning...
04 November 2009 @ 04:39 pm
 Eve of Halloween....
The Devil Wears ... 



Battery Operated Devil's Horn! (while holding a fake cotton rose)  LOL! 

Nope no tail. Just heels. 

Okay gonna leave hs now to meet someone. 
HEEHEE.,
 
 
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
A New Beginning...
01 November 2009 @ 08:49 pm
On Friday, my lovely classmates and I decided to dress up abit since Saturday is Halloween.
LOL! Thanks to Erika for reminding me. Well I don't really celebrate... but just for the fun of it!

What am I dressed as? A freakin Emo school girl. With..fedora. wth?

Jesline wasn't ready.







Jesline's eyelashes are outrageous.. it's like orangey-red! We didnt really took lots of pictures.. DANG.

Well now..

let's welcome this darling into my wardrobe family.....



It's a NEW PAIR OF SHOES!

No..It's not just a shoe.. it's (synthetic) Leather Patent Lace Up Shoe Boots!!!!

Fyi.., those legs ..aren't mine. (well I wish they were)
And the image above is just for reference. I'm too lazy to take a snapshot of my darling. But it looks exactly like that!

Price? Reasonable for a pair of shoe boots.

OH you have no idea how I felt after I bought it.. I've been eyeing on that shoe for MONTHS yknow!
MONTHS!!!!

The feeling is like..better than eating Ben&Jerry's Ice cream.
Really.



Okay I need to do some more research. GOSH.
kay bye!
 


 
 
Current Location: room
Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: Brick by Boring Brick by Paramore
 
 
A New Beginning...
28 October 2009 @ 12:10 pm

Which character from any film, television show, or book would you most like to take on a date and why?

Submitted By [info]blue_mariposa88


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Answer 1:


Chuck Bass from Gossip Girl.
Why? Because he is irresistibly charming.

Answer 2:


Ichabod Crane (played by Johnny Depp) from Sleepy Hollow.
Why? Ichabod is a bookworm who knows better ways of doing things than everyone around him. He is mysterious.. and he is a little bit too much in touch with his feminine side. Johnny played this character so well. ^.^

Answer 3:



Captain Jack Sparrow from The Pirates of the Caribbean.
Why? Despite that he might have a stinky breath.. He seems like a fun person to be with. New adventures and discoveries every time.. He will never fail to bring some joy and excitement into my life.  I don't mind getting stranded on an island with him. hahHAH! 

 
 
Current Location: studio
Current Music: Pokerface by Lady GaGa